Bestie I'll be honest with you x
I think a lot of us are struggling at the moment. It's understandable ... The weather is crap, the mornings are dark, the evenings are dark, and to top it all we're surrounded by festive food!
My advice would be to take a step away from it all and relax. Put all your energies into having a fabulous Christmas and New Year and ENJOY it! Have what you want without feeling guilty ... BUT go to the very first group in the new year and GET STUCK IN!
The books are changing so you'll get a new pack which is set out differently and more user friendly. So that should make it easier to follow. There'll be LOADS of new people starting that first week so no ones going to be judging you x The whole dynamics of the group will change as they'll be an air of expectation and excitement from the newbies and that will more than likely be infectious!
And I think u need to come on here regularly x Don't hide when you're struggling ... It's when u need support the most x I hid away and gained 2 stones...so stupid and unnecessary. And I'm finding it hard now, especially with all the Christmas stuff about. But I'm going to throw myself into it properly in the new year, and I want your help please x
But that's only what I think hunni x You're young and you should be enjoying all the festivities and fun that Christmas brings, not worrying about it all. That just makes us feel guilty and failures, and we are NOT failures! We're human x we get it wrong sometimes, and that's ALL of us...not just you Bestie xxx
Lots of love xxx