Sunday morning, absolutely knackered. Getting ready for work, I really think that I need to take a step back, I really struggle to leave my team when its short staffed. However, today is my day off and I feel I can not let them down, although Im knackered. I need to stop and look after myself, maybe I need to be a little selfish for a while, I seem to be the only one who changes at short notice.
Beginning day 4 of LL, its been a rocky few days, I managed so much better the first time . TOTM does'nt help, so not expecting a good loss, (only myself to blame) Being tired does not do much for my mood or motivation im so close to just thinking sod it.......im fighting this feeling. Gonna get ready for work and hopefully keep very busy to distract me.:sigh::sigh::sigh: