Hmmmn so yesterday didn't go very well. I won't go in to details though...
Been ok today though. Only had my first shake so going to have the second now and third later. So tired so don't really want my SS+ meal!
Went to the cinema to see Kung Fu Panda 2 yesterday with OH and his friend... Didn't really want to see it but it was their choice. Nearly fell asleep half way through!!
Booked a viewing for a house on Friday
it's a lovely looking Victorian town house with a double bedroom (with walk in wardrobe omg!!!!!!) a single bedroom and a 3rd attic conversion bedroom. The kitchen looks gorgeous and it has an original Victorian wood burning range in it! It's mental haha. There's also an original fireplace in the living room. it's all been recently renovated and it's less than half a mile from where we live now and cheaper rent. I really hope we like it and it's not tiny, because I hate this little flat we live in
Feeling a bit down at the moment because OH has had his friend stopping over for the past 3 nights and 4 days.. I've hardly spent any time with him as they have been playing video games and totally ignoring me the whole time so I've just been locked away in the bedroom the past few days. OH will come to bed at 5am and end up waking me up, and then when I get up at half 6 for work I've got to get ready really quietly in the hallway when I usually get ready in front of the big mirror in the living room, but his friend has been sleeping on the sofa. His friend is moving out of his own house in about a weeks time and the bar he works in is being refurbished throughout august so he's moving back to his mums house in a different town at the end of July, and his plan is to stop at people's houses between when he moves out and the end of July and come back and look for another house at the end of august. He said the girl he was going to be stopping with is now ill so he's looking for somewhere else and I bet you any money my OH says he can stop here. Or he will at least tell his friend he will ask me and I'll look like a right b*tch to everyone if I say no. I like my privacy and I hate having people round as it is. It makes me really uncomfortable because I suffer with social anxiety disorder on top of my OCD and having visitors is the sort of thing I totally avoid like the plague. Seems like OH really doesn't care how I feel and hasn't even noticed he's hardly spoken to me the past 4 days. I don't have any friends around here and he's the only company I really have. I got so stressed out this morning getting ready for work because of it all and I've hardly slept the past 3 nights because I struggle sleeping when OH isn't in bed, on top of that bloody ear infection
Going to get an early night and see if OH actually decides to speak to me. I've been picked up from work and they have gone straight back to playing the video game they have been playing all day. I'm getting sick of it!!!!!!!
