PandaNate
Silver Member
Ok, so I've been off plan for around 2 weeks again. I sort of just lost the motivation and desire to lose more weight. We ate out a lot, I found resisting McDonald's at work (especially as it's free) really hard and still do tbh but I know that eating it will make me huge and undo all my hard work getting that stone and a half off. I have looked at a picture taken of me in July and I hate it and I need to keep looking at it to realise I'm still a long way from where I want to be. I will be allowed McDonald's later, after I've reached a few stone awards. Although I am going to write a syn diary of the different menu items so I have a good reference if I do fail. I'm working towards really trying hard and also building my food around my job as this is the thing that makes me fail.
I'm going to start doing exercise, I already walk 30-60 minutes a day back and forth to work, plus being on my feet the entire 6-7hr shifts I do.
Things I want.
To request a smaller size shirt and trousers from work.
To watch my stomach disappear.
To hopefully start suffering less and less with anxiety.
To feel healthy, even though I haven't put my weight back on, i don't feel very healthy. Sometimes my body feels rotten :/
Once my diet is back on plan, I'm going to introduce exercise bit by bit in. I'm hoping I can cope with it, I'm tired all the time from working full time.
I'm going to start doing exercise, I already walk 30-60 minutes a day back and forth to work, plus being on my feet the entire 6-7hr shifts I do.
Things I want.
To request a smaller size shirt and trousers from work.
To watch my stomach disappear.
To hopefully start suffering less and less with anxiety.
To feel healthy, even though I haven't put my weight back on, i don't feel very healthy. Sometimes my body feels rotten :/
Once my diet is back on plan, I'm going to introduce exercise bit by bit in. I'm hoping I can cope with it, I'm tired all the time from working full time.