Princess_Ames
SW Junkie!
Hi guys.
Had a bit of a bad two days. I'll be on tomorrow to explain x
Had a bit of a bad two days. I'll be on tomorrow to explain x
Princess_Ames said:Hi guys.
Had a bit of a bad two days. I'll be on tomorrow to explain x
I am... I'm going to update now while I've got time.
I went away last night and most of today. I had food. Only one meal but i had food. So i'm no longer in ketosis which sucks ass. All i've had today is that one meal and to be quite honest i couldn't eat most of it and i feel incredibly sick.
I'll be straight back on the shakes in the morning. I didn't have much choice to eat as going away was spur of the moment and i had nothing with me. I feel like such a failure. I had bacon, sausage and eggs. But i am feeling so bloated and ill now that i know i will not be doing it again.
I miss my shakes. I miss my bars and i just know that i've got to go through all that hard work again just for the sake of a night in a hotel and a day at Stratford. BUT... My will is strong and it will not be happening again.
I honestly dont think you have anything to be sorry about.I'm sorry![]()
Princess_Ames said:I'm so paranoid about eating that food. It has really shaken me up if i'm honest. I just know that food still isn't an option for me right now.
I honestly thought if i started eating i wouldn't stop but it's given me the opposite feeling. The thought of having stuff in my stomach again is frankly disturbing. My stomach must have shrunk completely.
Not sure how i feel about my AAM week that will be coming before i know it![]()
Listen at some point we are all gonna have to eat, now we already have an unhealthy issue with food hence being over weight let's not switch one unhealthy obsession for another please, food isn't disgusting, food isn't the problem our attitudes to food IS the issue, take the time on Exante to try and resolve these issues I know it's gonna take time but that's what will stop us regaining (I make it sound sooo simple and I know dam well it's not.....)
Sorry for the preach xxxx
Good good I worry I'm a worrier lol xxx