Quirky_Candy said:Second weigh day! Lost 4lbs ish so total loss since day one, 8.5lbs! On day 16 now and hoping for a bigger loss this week- Got some walking around on a date planned for Saturday, going to take the new guy around Colchester and then Sunday I will walk him about some moreNoticed that my VERY busy weekend had me losing 2lbs instantly but rest days (tuesday, thursday) really scuppered the speed of the loss, so next week I'm going to take quite a hard approach and gym it everyday I think.. hope noone at work notices, they do worry but then I'd stop if I hurt or if it felt like I was doing too much.. want a bigger loss than 4lbs! 4 or more would be fine but I do not want to see anything less than 4lbs or I'm going to get hissy come day 23! Ordering more extante Tuesday so determined to do a full 56 days on TS- not bothering with a rest week, my body feels fine, I've not digressed onto other foods at all, in fact I'm really proud, 16 days and no treats, no deviation whatsoever- I didn't know I had it in me.. and it's simple really, other food isn't an option.. AFTER the diet it is.. but only after a few months of going back to normal food and making sure weight doesnt pile back on by gymming it lots and eating carefully.. everyone keeps saying at work 'itll all pile on again' well thats because people are stupid.. yes waterweight will go back on.. but if I eat healthily and go to the gym a lot as soon as I go back to food I'll be fine.. need to ignore the negative people around me- there are SO MANY!
Still they havent got me to deviate at all
Though these vivid dreams of food are really making me feel guilty when I wake up thinking I've broken the diet and then I realise it was a dream hehe Feeling the disappointment in myself in the dream at eating just makes me more determined to stick at it because above everyone else, I dont want to disappoint ME.. I'm the one that has to live with me!
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4LBS!!!![]()
Quirky_Candy said:Tom and Basil.. I think it's my tastespuds.. cause it tastes so salty and weird.. I literally love the others.. I think the only way to improve it would be to add a cheesy taste but i cant do that ='( I am very much love it/hate it, when it comes to food and I love most food, hence being so large! I'm surprised though, i figured id get on fine with that one.. I've got one tomorrow but I might have to do my tactic of making it really thin.. i havent honestly tried spice because i didnt think it would help but I WILL do that tomorrow.. few people have mentioned that but im always in too much of a rush to search through my spices.. =) Xx
Quirky_Candy said:Oh its not just me! Hadnt heard anyone dislike it yet.. it just is not my kind of food! Luckily I should have some extra milkshakes from that bad batch being replaced so hopefully I can stick it out and be on the diet a few days extra rather than those shakes replacing the t&b soup which is what im thinking theyll have to do =/ Xx
Quirky_Candy said:Day 22- Feeling quite low if I'm honest. Got a good day planned, hanging out with the mate who introduced me to Exante. But the scales have depressed me =( 3.5lbs lost and it's weigh day tomorrow.. Whatever we do today I'm going to have to go to the gym tonight if we don't walk around much- I don't want to go below a 4lb loss ='( Also had really bad fatigue in my butt and thigh muscles from an overly zealous workout- strangely the left buttock has healed considerably overnight but the right one is still giving me some pain. Probably a matter of relaxing it but I'm panicked because I dont want a pants WI tomorrow *pulls her hair out* I know it's only half a lb but the longer it takes to lose weight the longer I can't eat food. This week has been the hardest for mental strength, I've been so close to breaking the diet.. I havent though.. I know what I need to do and thats to stop pushing myself. I need to relax- wait for the muscle to heal and take whatever the scales give me tomorrow and then when I'm feeling better I can go wild at the gym again.. I just dont understand why I'm not losing more! *IMPATIENT*