Hi Giraffe, I'm so glad you've decided to make a positive decision to do this - it's half the goal, as we can't
get what we want until we
know what we want. I'm only an hour away from you so if you ever feel like a trip to the seaside for a motivating walk on the beach, here I am!
I'm sort of half on/ half off CWP at the moment but in a good way. After the initial weight losses my confidence suddenly took me in a whole new direction and I started running (something I never ever thought I could or would do). When I start a new project I'm one of those people who has to go for it in a massive way, I can't faff half-heartedly. I couldn't even walk up the stairs without puffing and going red, so goodness knows what I was thinking, but I went out and got a book on 'training for a marathon' - everyone I told thought it was hilarious.
Well, I'm the one who's laughing now because I've kept up the training every day and yesterday I ran my first 5k (3.1 miles). My times are still fairly slow but if someone had told me a month ago that I'd be able to run for 40 minutes without stopping I'd have thought they were insane.
So the reason I'm not doing CWP strictly at the moment is because I'm burning too many calories for it to be safe; I'm still having 2 or 3 shakes each day and eating a couple of small meals, similar to step 3. Except sometimes I swap my evening meal for a cake or some chocolates if I've had a really good exercise day lol
I guess my advice to anyone on here, whether starting or struggling or doing great, is to start believing that you can do it. Make a positive decision like Giraffe and prove all those niggly voices in your head wrong!
p.s. Giraffe - I love the fact that even your autocorrect is thinking of chocolate