righty-ho here goes:
i'm not very proud of my weekend's indulgences, but as this is a tell-all food diary i must tell-all! saturday was not so bad, but sunday was horrendous. i'd appreciate any comments and/or telling off!! i have no idea how many cals i consumed yesterday, so i'm just going to use it as an opportunity to admit to them and move on....
friday:
3 x weetabix w 100ml skimmed milk: 230
apple: 100
3 x ryvita w/tuna: 205
lunchbox including:
100g spinach
60g green pepper
150g mushroom
170g carrots
130g red cabbage
150g celery
TOTAL: 150
cocopops chocolate snack bar: 85
(HIGHLY RECCOMMENDED FOR LOW-CAL CHOCCIE CRAVINGS!!)
3 x quorn snausages: 180
100g smashed potatoes: 80
100g broccoli: 30
100g cauliflower: 30
large cappucino: 100
weightwatchers cheese puffs: 75
TOTAL FRIDAY: 1295
Exercise: 40 min jog with OH, 13,227 steps
Saturday:
50g porridge/ 250ml soya milk, 15g raisins & 6 crushed hazelnuts: 345
apple: 100
falafel pita bread with salad, hoummus and feta: 450 (worth every calorie, absolutely scrummy!!)
soya yoghurt with blueberries and almonds: 125
fanta zero: 15
satsuma and teeny nectarine: 60
50g popcorn: 180
2 x weightwatchers cheese puffs: 150 - was having a savoury binge! shouls only have had 25g popcorn and one packet of cheese puffs, but i couldn't stop myself!!
TOTAL SATURDAY: 1425
Exercise: 12,744 steps
Sunday: :cry: :sigh: :wave_cry:
50g porridge/ 250ml soya milk, 30g raisins, 50g blueberries: 380
nectarine: 50
caramel snack-a-jacks: 100
flump: 50
satsuma: 30
small tin of dressed lobster: 45
pickled onions: 50
salmon fillet with salad: 300
now then, i bet you're all thinking that this looks fine! binge, what binge? ha. just wait for it........
after my delicious salmon fillet and salad the m-i-l brought out the most AMAZING trifle. layers of home-made sponge cake soaked in marsala wine, raspberries, strawberries and blueberries with a mix of organic vanilla yoghurt and double cream.
it was absolutely sensational and i felt completely justified in having a bowl as i had just jogged for 50mins from our house to theirs.
i then went to visit my pa to give him a fathers day card and a cuddle. my sister had made theses 'father's day cookies': white chocolate and orange. shouldn't have, but i had one. it was divine. i had another. everyone was gushing about my weightloss, my sisters asking for tips etc. i had another. i felt a bit sick, so you guessed it, i had another!
:break_diet:
after visiting my grandad and stopping for a cup of tea and a cuddle (seeing all four of us girls absolutely made his day so i was really pleased that i went) i went back to the oh's parent's house.
why did i do it? i had another cuppa, and another massive bowl of trifle!!!! WTF???? i was already full and felt sick coz of the sugar overload. even after that i wanted more , despite my bulging belly and that horrible full-to-the brim feeling.
TOTAL SUNDAY: have absolutely no idea, but probably horrendously high!!
Exercise: 50 minute jog/power walk, 11,591 steps
anywho. with that admission over, i would like to leave you. please feel free to comment on my awful indescretions. i fully expect a gain tonight after that shameful lack of control. however, although i have a sugar hangover today, i have given myself a strict talking to, and i almost feel like i needed it, as i am full of renewed energy towards the diet, and my excerise plan is in full swing!
am going to do 100 lengths tonight to make me feel a little better, and the mini challenge for me is to stick 100% to my diet until my holiday starts on the 3rd july - when i will start my 2 week maintenance plan, before resuming with the diet upon my return.
i have a plan. and i fully intend to stick with it to the bitter end.
sorry for the ramble. thanks for reading if you got this far!!!
rhuba xx