roosnanny wombles back :-)

[Alpaca]

Big hugs Lainey... You've got the grief as well as the rejection to deal with! So awful for you... Just be gentle with yourself and take care... x

 

[roosnanny]

thanks hun.
had a funny thought over coffee this morning,well not funny but you know what i mean...
he left when i was 4 years old,and now i'm 44 he's gone and
done it again !
i feel calmer this morning,however i think i'm still brooding
over it all,eventually there is going to be a funeral,next
question on the brain is should i go,? do i want to go ?
why would i want to go ? would i want to read anything out ?
(and no i wouldn't read anything disrespectful.)
will i regret if i don't go ?
so many questions.......

 

[Dietkitty]

Id go to the funeral to close the door on it but certainly wouldn't do a reading. Let others do readings if they want but don't let anyone pressurise you to. Just politely decline, you don't owe anyone a reason why xx

 

[Quak]

I absolutely agree with Lisa on this, you do need to have closure and that is what funerals are for, but doing a reading would probably not be the right thing for you . Hugs xxx

 

[roosnanny]

thanks guys,you're the bestest

 

[ladyfelsham]

Morning Lainey

I agree with the others - go to the funeral, shed a few years (if that's the way it happens) and then walk away from it all. xxxx

 

[roosnanny]

afternoon
up days down days,one minute i know what i'm doing the
next i don't.
went out yesterday and bought some new decs for the tree.

 

[Alpaca]

Hello Lainey,.. What an awful time for you!

I agree with the others - you need closure ... But being abandoned twice in your life is just heart breaking - particularly by a parent !

Christmas decs are a great diversion! I love using Christmas to avoid stuff ... I've just brought out my Christmas DVDs again for this year... I can get lost in the make believe! Lol

Take care, just do what you feel like doing ... Hugs x

 

[Kat1e]

Evening Lainey
Xx

 

[Jim]

Morning lainey, how are you feeling today love.

 

[roosnanny]

hay guys.
tucking negative away to bed,but have fallen off the wagon,
will wait at the next bus stop for you to pick me up lol
going to make some booed eggs,
anyone know a nice legal chicken soup please :thankyou:
xx

 

[Alpaca]

Morning Lainey... I just did a stock/soup using what was left from the chicken at the weekend and threw in celery spring onion broccoli cauliflower - with garlic and herbs - cooked it for a while and it was yummy but it was a clear soup

 

[Jim]

Morning Lainey, we're here and the bus is waiting for you

 

[Quak]

All aboard - ding ding

 

[ladyfelsham]

Hiya Lainey, give us a hand up when you're climbing back on, will you?

 

[roosnanny]

ho hum
i won't bore you with the gruesome details but i'm a bit under
the weather.
and bus driver carry on without me please.:wave_cry:
i'm going to bed.
xx

 

[Kat1e]

Morning Lainey, hope you are feeling better today. Bus will come by to pick you up when you're feeling ready
Xxxx

 

[Quak]

Yes it will, probably after bypassing to pick me up lol xx

 

[roosnanny]

i think the time table said monday morning it's coming past,

 

[Kat1e]

Excellent. Enjoy your sunday!
Xx