Well - that's me done. It's almost a year to the day since I called my LLC for the frist time and laughingly told her I wanted to get to 11 stone. Well - I'm around about 11.5 stone and although I have had a stonking cold for the last week and have been eating like I did in the old days, I'm happy to let that happen for a while as I now feel exactly like I did before I lost the weight and I realise that I need to eat balanced vegetable based meals to feel bright. Self medicating through a cold is no more okay than it was in abstinence. But I have stabilised, I fit into slinky size 10 skirts. My boobs mean that I need 14s in fitted shirts. I am happy at this weight for now. It is a place to recover from, my periods stopped when I got to this weight and have started again now that i am here. I have put my body through a lot this year. I don;t want to put on any more weight, this is my winter weight - next year I will tone up and by August 12th next year I will have the bosy I always wanted, firm, smooth and strong.
And the boy...well the boy was just a fling apparently. Aren't boys weird! I've been on a date as well. I realised that after all the time I spent moping about being single, it wasn't because I was fat, or horrible or any of that, it was because I actually prefer being mistress of my own destiny. So I'm happy enough that I can now go out and flirt and be fun without worrying any more, but I have learnt how to be comfortable in my own skin - which pleases me. I put on last year's winter coat and - well - to be honest - I could camp in it...but it may be salvagable - so I will see if it can be altered down to my size.
I am very busy at the moment - life has caught me up and I am trying to get back into my old social life which is taking up a lot of my time. I am also in the process of applying for a new job in my current work place.
Before the new year I'd like to write a briefguide to LL with all the FAQs for new starters, maybe even with a picture of my skin before and after (seriously, if LL had my pre LL thighs on their website and then they showed why my thighs look like now, EVERYONE would do LL! - It's like I've had lipo!)