Day 140 and week 20 weigh in.
Lost 3lbs this week so very pleased wth that and another 2 inches. Its strange when I look back at the inches my waist and hips used to be as I just don't see how its possible I could have shrunk so much. I still dont see myself as I probably am, I just think I have lost weight on the scales but size wise I often think I must just look the same. Really understand now how people say that it takes ages for their mind to catch up with what they have lost. My OH gets so annoyed with me when I ask him if I look huge in things, he has always been slim so just doesn't understand.
I have a pair of black trousers in my wardrobe that I have had for years, but I remember they were a very small size 16 and I only managed to wear them for a while. I was about 12.5 stone when I last wore them and I felt great in them. I have always kept them, even though I never kept any other small clothes because I always wanted to be able to get into them again. I have put them on over the years and they have hardly got over my legs and bum. I can now almost wear them. The fit loose on the bum and legs but because of the fastening on the waist still feel too tight on the waist. I am hoping in a few weeks to be in them. Once they start to feel loose on me then I am hoping I will realise that I am thinner.
Just another few lbs and I will have lost 3.5 stone on S&S, but I am already 4 stone down since last summer and over a whopping 5 stone down since my highest ever weight of 18 stone in 2011.
I have found this week hard though, I had a binge on a extra couple of S&S bars on Tuesday and have feltoverwhelming nausea this week. Don't know if the nausea is down to a bug or if it is something to do with ketosis, but have to say it is horrible. Still I am here an plodding on.
I have a GP appointment on 14th Feb with my doctor that I haven't seen since August before I started S&S and all she ever heard was my struggles with SW, so think she will be really surprised to see me now. I have a birthday gift to deliver next week to my niece and again they have not seen me since before the diet, so hoping they will notice a difference.
One thing I have noticed is that people feel they have the right to discuss my weight now. They never mentioned it on the way up, but all have an opinion on the way down! Some really skinny friends are commenting not to lose too much weight or else I will look unwell! Another friend suggested that I was feeling unwell this week because I had lost weight, she has never mentioned my weight before. Some people have just been really nice and said that I have done well, others suggest I am wasting away. Another colleague asked my what my OH thought of me now. Wasn't sure how I felt about answering that one, as I would hope he thinks of me just the same, although he is pleased that I am doing something to improve my health and confidence. Another 'friend' said I looked disgusting in a pair of jeans, then corrected herself by saying the bum was just to big on them as I am now a strange shape!
Anyway enough of my ramblings today