Well, let's just say, I had a slip...... I feel awful! I feel ashamed, and embarrassed! But had to share on here!
I messages my OH while I was out saying I was craving carbs terribly, I just wanted bread/fries etc.... And he didn't get bk to me! Pointless telling my friend who I was with cos she's just like "ohhh have something!" lol x
Either way, I've messed up, like a fool! Now my stomach is making some craaaaaaaazy noises!
The important thing (I'm telling myself to make myself feel better) is that I own my mistake, I know exactly what I had, I know the calorie value, and I've even wrote it in as part of my 'fitness planner' so I know exactly how many calories I have over eaten today.
So, I'm gonna lay here now, feel like crap for a bit.... Feel stupid as I honestly didn't even enjoy what I had! I should have just had the stuff at the party in work the other day!!! I'm so annoyed with myself!
Right, rant over, tomorrow's a new day....... And work begins AGAIN! X
I hope all of your days have been better than mine!
ALSO!!!!! My OH is a complete.............. ( fill in the blanks)
When I came home, he made me feel even freeking worse!! Had to remind him that he's MEANT to love me no matter what, and support, not criticise what I do! Even when I do F-up! Men eh!!! He just makes me want to go and eat a take-away! Cos I'm not doing it for him, I'm doing it for me, and to know that he felt the need to make me feel worse, makes me want to say fu I'll have what I want! Anybody else ever get like that??????
Sorry, rant over xxxx I'm off xxxx n'night xxxx