Finally had my second shake, I felt so awful when I came back that I drank a bottle of water and went to sleep.
Feel better but getting bad food cravings. I know it is worth resisting the temptation to say "oh I've got ages til that hen do, restarting in a few days won't make any difference" the one thing I said when I stopped back at the end of May was that I wish I had started that month earlier instead of putting it off.
It's so easy to convince ourselves that there is so much time to fit Exante in before an event but it flies by and you end up finding every excuse in the book not to start.
Instead I need to remain positive and think if I'm really lucky, I could be scrapping into the 12s at the end of November! I don't know when I was last in the 12s, probably back in 2010 now.
It's my birthday in 3 weeks but I'm not doing anything for it, I don't feel like it is worth it as I'll just want to eat eat eat.
I don't know, feels good to rant instead of raid the fridge and cupboards.
I'm just trying to keep positive positive positive.