Size 10 screaming to get out!!

Mmmm yummy soup :)
Lol@ Ray and Dennis :) I used to call my belly Sharon but it's too small for a Sharon now :D
 
Current BMI 21.3 at 9 stone 4lb (assuming I have not put on 2 stone over the last week, which I feel like I have). Bleurgh. Horrid TOTM. x
 
Last week I was not going to lie to myself any longer and when I saw 9 stone 5lb on the scales on Thursday I decided to record it here. I may have been a lb lighter on Friday and still at that first target weight but Thursday is official WI so must stop messing around and just be truthful. Annoying as still aiming for that last bit off but after all your advice I'm going to stop obsessing over dieting and doing that Pilates instead which may help with the flabby feeling. Lots of people commented on my weight loss this weekend. It's nice but it's such a double edged sword as it does make you wonder if you really looked that bad before. Plus I have been here before and had all the nice comments and then had to kind of go back with my tail between my legs having put loads back on :(. It's that look from guys when they say "wow, you look different (one re-introduced himself to me ha!!)" and you just see it in their heads going "oh, she's not so bad after all and I've never even given her a second look". It sort of depresses me. Not that I'm really up myself and saying I'm really fit or anything.....!! *sigh*

I got cooked fried breakfast yesterday and didn't even want it and then I ate some chips down at Dunwich. THEN I got given pasta for dinner. As you can see, it's going really well the maintenance......!! xx
 
Right, still on the honesty trip and STS this week at stupid 9 stone 5lb however only a 0 at the end and if I kind of swayed around a bit it went back down to 9 stone 4lb so not all is lost. Surprising as I feel mighty blobby and that DVD hasn't come through yet. This weekend I have a big drinking sesh planned for tomorrow and dinner out on Saturday with dips, salmon (good) and, erm, lime cheesecake. And maybe an ice-cream on the prom at Maldon on Sunday. So another indulgent weekend then!! Still hopeful I can lose these last lbs if I'm good in the week though. xx
 
So nervous about WI. Not happy at all. Feel like it's all going to go right back on again....(must stop panicking). Hope all Miniminers are well and good and sticking to their diets ;) xx
 
Jubbly said:
So nervous about WI. Not happy at all. Feel like it's all going to go right back on again....(must stop panicking). Hope all Miniminers are well and good and sticking to their diets ;) xx

Awww good luck Jubs ;) x sure you'll be fine x
 
Total bunch of arse. Another lb on. May as well have not bothered. Why do I keep doing this? This weight gain may yet break all my previous records.....:mad::mad::mad::mad:
 
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Think I said it all really!! Xx
 
Hello. I'm back with my tail in between my legs. To explain: 2 weeks ago I weighed in at 9 stone 7lb - a 3lb gain from that lovely 9 stone 4lb and a mere 3 or so weeks after - but then was extra good that day and magically dropped 2lbs overnight (hence my "sort of" week 18 result as it was a Friday reading and not Thursday's). THEN I went completely mad for the last couple of weekends, refused to WI and it was getting majorly out of control (well it still is really as the chips for lunch testify to...) until my friend made me stand on the scales this morning after explaining it all to her and I am now a horrifying 9 STONE AND ELEVEN POUNDS. Which of course is utterly deserved. However, it is also very annoying and very upsetting. I know she made me do the right thing really. She said to WI on Thursday and see how much I've lost by then and put it as my result for that week. If I can get 2lbs off then it's back to 9,9 but what takes so long to get off takes so little time to go back on again, it's so scary!! This is an exact repeat of last year's attempt. Oh I HATE diets today....

If only I had the money for Exante products I wouldn't have the annoying food thing to deal with...! x
 
PLUS I have just doubled what I want to lose in a matter of days. Oh, it all just sucks so much. Massive bunch of arse. Stupid curries and BBQs and roast dinners and pizzas and spag bols and bread and chocolate bars and crisps and stuff...x
 
Hello. I'm back with my tail in between my legs. To explain: 2 weeks ago I weighed in at 9 stone 7lb - a 3lb gain from that lovely 9 stone 4lb and a mere 3 or so weeks after - but then was extra good that day and magically dropped 2lbs overnight (hence my "sort of" week 18 result as it was a Friday reading and not Thursday's). THEN I went completely mad for the last couple of weekends, refused to WI and it was getting majorly out of control (well it still is really as the chips for lunch testify to...) until my friend made me stand on the scales this morning after explaining it all to her and I am now a horrifying 9 STONE AND ELEVEN POUNDS. Which of course is utterly deserved. However, it is also very annoying and very upsetting. I know she made me do the right thing really. She said to WI on Thursday and see how much I've lost by then and put it as my result for that week. If I can get 2lbs off then it's back to 9,9 but what takes so long to get off takes so little time to go back on again, it's so scary!! This is an exact repeat of last year's attempt. Oh I HATE diets today....

If only I had the money for Exante products I wouldn't have the annoying food thing to deal with...! x

PLUS I have just doubled what I want to lose in a matter of days. Oh, it all just sucks so much. Massive bunch of arse. Stupid curries and BBQs and roast dinners and pizzas and spag bols and bread and chocolate bars and crisps and stuff...x

Oh Jubs when I saw you had updated I was like Yayayayayyyyyyy Jubs!! But booo at the weight gain :( That sucks babe, but at least you have a great friend who made you face the scales :)
There was a study that I saw which showed weight put on quickly was usually easier to lose which is good :)
Sorry you put on weight hun, but this is what that awful junk does to us :(
At least you've caught it within a stone which is good :)
You'll get that weight off soon babe x How is little Taco?
 
Helloooo!! Taco is awesome, he's chewing some manky rawhide thing under my desk at the moment and is coming to team meeting in half an hour!

I miss all you guys and I think it proves that you all do a marvellous job of making me stay on course because look what happens when I'm not here. A 6lb gain is, yes, at least within a stone and even half a stone. Soup last night. Soup for lunch. Soup will be pouring out of my ears soon....

How are you Dusty?? xx
 
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