I need some inspiration ladies. I only lost 1lb last week and so far on my mums scales, which are the same as CDC's I've lost nothing this week! I was hoping to loose another half stone by the time I go to Disney on 27th. Then slimming world after. It just don't seem to be happening I've lost my way a little! ?
That said I did get slimmer of the month from
my CDC and got a gift! Tho I was in a hurry so she forgot to give it to me and txt me after to apologise and ask me to remind her next time.
My trouble is, and I know this sounds stupid, but rather than think I'm still fat! Which I clearly am cos I'm 20lb from healthy weight range! I keep looking and thinking I'm thin! I even fit into size 14 dresses today in next! I didn't buy cos on the one hand I think I'm gonna loose more! Then on the other I think it won't last n I will put it all back on again! Like last time, tho that was cos I didnt care after loosing my dad!
I know I'm ranting and clearly it's cos I've had a crap week and I'm drinking vodka with coke zero! Again another instance of loosing my way!
Part of me almost wishes I was not getting as many compliments as I'm getting from ppl at work! On the one hand it's good, fantastic! On the other I'm thinking I've done enough! Particularly when they say the usual stuff it's not healthy you need to eat again! So each night I come home then have to have some chicken, tuna or egg like on the ss+, but for some reason going up the plans on cd doesn't work for me! I need to be ss or move to SW!
Rant over! My apologies for my down attitude!
My only hope is all you other ladies are faring better than me at the mo! Kisses to you all! X