debkat
Full Member
Hey all,
good to see some great posts, Amelia woke this morning to be sick 5 times, twice in bed, and then 3 times on my sofa. Had to go to work with my hair tied back as did not get a chance to wash it. She seems much better now though, thank god! only thing is, she goes to school part time this year, and she goes full time in sept, and today they were staying for lunch to get used to it, and clearly she had to miss it.
Work is worse, my boss does not agree with my 5 areas, as some of them are high level improvements, and not all ones where my managers will be able to say 'oh yes debby did this', she keeps changing the goal posts, totally peeed off, keep having moments of, Im not going to let it get me down, followed by an hour of 'im not cut out for this' Im not someone who normally lets things get to me, but I think its coupled with Amelia not being well, and my mum being told fri by Dr that my dad is prob going to die soon.
Oh Im really sorry, non of you need this. Cutting a very long story short with my dad, he has lukemia, however, he this is not the problem, his recent operation to correct his blood loss, which he has to have transfusions every 2 weeks for, and which needs a further op to correct, now appears to have an affect on his lukemia, and ' the family Dr' said he prob going to die, to my mum, who has to go on oxygen at home every day, not happy, he not qualified to say this, only the specialists are. Trying to stay really positive for mum, as she been on the machine all weekend, cos she has not told dad.
Oh crap ladies Im really really sorry, that said on a lighter note the weather does appear to be in tune with me.. 'it never rains it pours' LOL.
Anyway, despite all this, whilst I have not eaten a thing. and I have been on wii fit tonight, although only 35 mins, I have cheated, Im afraid I have poured myself a vodka and lemonade, and Im now going to go for another, have a cigarette. (bad girl) then go to bed.
Everyone is doing fantastic at mo, and its brill to be back as the winning team again. Shantel I would not at all be surprised if you are the biggest loser this week. fingers crossed.
will post again tomorrow, hopefully in a more positive mood than I am now.
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good to see some great posts, Amelia woke this morning to be sick 5 times, twice in bed, and then 3 times on my sofa. Had to go to work with my hair tied back as did not get a chance to wash it. She seems much better now though, thank god! only thing is, she goes to school part time this year, and she goes full time in sept, and today they were staying for lunch to get used to it, and clearly she had to miss it.
Work is worse, my boss does not agree with my 5 areas, as some of them are high level improvements, and not all ones where my managers will be able to say 'oh yes debby did this', she keeps changing the goal posts, totally peeed off, keep having moments of, Im not going to let it get me down, followed by an hour of 'im not cut out for this' Im not someone who normally lets things get to me, but I think its coupled with Amelia not being well, and my mum being told fri by Dr that my dad is prob going to die soon.
Oh Im really sorry, non of you need this. Cutting a very long story short with my dad, he has lukemia, however, he this is not the problem, his recent operation to correct his blood loss, which he has to have transfusions every 2 weeks for, and which needs a further op to correct, now appears to have an affect on his lukemia, and ' the family Dr' said he prob going to die, to my mum, who has to go on oxygen at home every day, not happy, he not qualified to say this, only the specialists are. Trying to stay really positive for mum, as she been on the machine all weekend, cos she has not told dad.
Oh crap ladies Im really really sorry, that said on a lighter note the weather does appear to be in tune with me.. 'it never rains it pours' LOL.
Anyway, despite all this, whilst I have not eaten a thing. and I have been on wii fit tonight, although only 35 mins, I have cheated, Im afraid I have poured myself a vodka and lemonade, and Im now going to go for another, have a cigarette. (bad girl) then go to bed.
Everyone is doing fantastic at mo, and its brill to be back as the winning team again. Shantel I would not at all be surprised if you are the biggest loser this week. fingers crossed.
will post again tomorrow, hopefully in a more positive mood than I am now.
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