Sorry ladies, super busy few days - mum back out of hospital now so back on the mend, has meant I've been doing all the packing etc. for her so she can get moved today so haven't had a spare minute to catch up! Plus I was banned! Back down to 12st 9.5lb this morning so that's good enough for me!
Been doing some thinking... dangerous I know! I think I'm going to TS where possible up until holiday (Spa tomorrow - baguette for lunch - it's tradition!, SIL's birthday night out with dinner, drinks etc. next Saturday, meal with work the following week and book club the week after.) But apart from those things, will be TSing like a goodun!
Then, holiday, I'm going to well and truely do whatever I want diet wise - the word "diet" will not be in my vocabulary! Hopefully wont do too much damamge as not a massive eater when it's hot, and I love fresh seafood and salads so hopefully I'll be able to be fairly sensible! It'll be the vino that gets me!
When I get back I'm going to do 8 weeks of TS, should be fairly quiet around that time too so not too much in my way and hopefully can have a good crack at it and get a couple of stone off (plus lose the inevitable gain from hols!)
THEN on 1st December I'm moving to JUDD. I think I'll be able to stick 8 weeks TS after my break for holiday but I'm just not sure I'll cope with December. At all. Plus, when I've had a few minutes spare over the last few days I've been reading through Weebuns' diary on the JUDD forum... WOW! And she has such a healthy attitude towards food now, this is something I really really want to achieve, so hopefully this will be a good learning experience, and it's something I could see myself doing long term for maintenance too.
So, I have a plan! I do love a plan! It may take me slightly longer to get to ultimate goal, however when I think about it, ultimate goal isn't really the number on the scales, it's being able to stick at a healthy weight for the rest of my life without forever counting calories, syns, resorting to space food lol! Also, so motivated ATM that I bought a new copy of 30 day shred (haven't a clue where mine's gone ??) and a weighted hula hoop! 30DS because it's quick and can fit in with what I'm doing, hula hoop coz I can do that in the evening whilst watching tele! Hope they arrive before the weekend!
Thank you for all the support, even whilst I've been hiding! I have also realised that last Friday was complete self-sabotage, I was so close to so many little goals, I don;t know why I do it to myself, but I do it a lot, more so in the past, with all sorts of things too, nit just dieting... need to have a little think on that.
Anyhoo, long rambling post over and done with, missed you all! Glad I'm back, and even more glad that I'm back and in a positive frame of mind! :bliss:
