Selena 1701
New Member
Hi Ashby, I was truly inspired by your message. It was very honest and I can really relate to it!
It was similar to my childhood but mine was my granddad and he was Italian and you were not allowed to leave the table until you had completely finished your plate. As a result of that now I always clear my plate and also have a problem with portion control.
I have joined slimming world sooo many times that I have lost count! I have got to realise that just my joining is not enough, I have to actually do the diet as well! I have always been bigger and again would not be able to get to a size 8, but then I also don't think I would want to.
I have increasing problems with my health that I know are related to my weight. I also have a gluten allergy which restricts foods for me so I find it particularly difficult. I have not yet started but I am planning on returning on Friday to my SW group, I have got to do something!!!
This is the first time I have written on one of these sights and hoping that it might help me. I am currently at my biggest which is about 18stone. I am also starting to think about the summer and that I will not want to wear minimal clothes, I've also got a holiday coming up as well (I've not been on a plane for 5 years) that I am worried about my size already and thinking about things like getting into a plane seat and will I need an extra seatbelt etc.
Just writing this all done is helping I think, I don't feel like I can talk to my husband about these things.
Thanks for reading and good luck with your journey..... maybe we can support each other x
It was similar to my childhood but mine was my granddad and he was Italian and you were not allowed to leave the table until you had completely finished your plate. As a result of that now I always clear my plate and also have a problem with portion control.
I have joined slimming world sooo many times that I have lost count! I have got to realise that just my joining is not enough, I have to actually do the diet as well! I have always been bigger and again would not be able to get to a size 8, but then I also don't think I would want to.
I have increasing problems with my health that I know are related to my weight. I also have a gluten allergy which restricts foods for me so I find it particularly difficult. I have not yet started but I am planning on returning on Friday to my SW group, I have got to do something!!!
This is the first time I have written on one of these sights and hoping that it might help me. I am currently at my biggest which is about 18stone. I am also starting to think about the summer and that I will not want to wear minimal clothes, I've also got a holiday coming up as well (I've not been on a plane for 5 years) that I am worried about my size already and thinking about things like getting into a plane seat and will I need an extra seatbelt etc.
Just writing this all done is helping I think, I don't feel like I can talk to my husband about these things.
Thanks for reading and good luck with your journey..... maybe we can support each other x