good luck with whatever you decide, looking forward to reading about your progress. just to let you know i had a tummy tuck in december, i've always hated my flap of skin and never in a million years thought i'd ever have a tuck but eventually it was possible and i still cant believe it. just thought i'd tell you that so you can see that just because the situation isnt right at the moment, its still can happen so dont give up, it'll happen one day. (sorry if that didnt make sense)