Hi all, thanks for your messages - I've not logged in for a while, so sorry for not replying
In answer to your question Claire, I'm a bit cack thanks, lol. The last 4 weeks have been a real bum for me. On the upside my OH and I moved into our new house, but on the downside I have managed - through eating what I like and not exercising (house move, then bad tummy, then tooth infection, topped off with lethargy) means that I have managed to race back up to 13 stone 7 lbs.
From my lowest weight on Atkins, that's just a pound and a half short of a stone in a month - which is impressive even for me.
Everything just feels a bit hopeless at the moment. I'm in that shoddy frame of mind where you have let things go too long that you find it hard to get back on track. My motivation is shot.
I have started exercising a bit more again, but intend to increase this even more - short but sweet gym/swim before work and gym/swim/Pilates session on my way home, in some kind of pattern.
Diet wise, I don't know what to do. The only method I know that works with guaranteed results (for me) is a VLCD. I don't want this to be my 'go to diet' forever... I did Lighter Life in 2008-9 for 5 months, and Exante for a month and a bit last year - but that's all. I don't want to start turning to it every few months when I have put on a few pounds - I really believe low carb is the way to manage weight long term.
I just need a boost. When I lost the weight on LL, it was almost 2 years before I felt I needed to lose any weight again, and even then I was much lighter than I am now. I felt so much better and so much more confident that I took pride in myself, enjoyed working out my new slimmer physique and felt the benefit of it because my body was more sensitive to food (and felt the rubbishness if I misbehaved). I want to get that mindfulness back - I am at the point where I am eating without thinking about it and my body is just taking what I give it.
SO - long story short, I am heading back on to Exante for a bit. It is terrible timing with my 30th coming up next weekend, and Christmas just around the corner, but I need to get myself in check. I may just try and keep in line until January and start then - but I have ordered the sachets and bars already just so I know they are there. I am not that fussed about Christmas Day, I could just have a low carb day (if anything)... need to give it more thought really ref start date. My general feeling is 'no time like the present', and 'sooner its gone, the sooner I can get on to managing my weight with food and exercise'.
Anyway - I know now everyone approves of VLCDs, but I have to look at the options that work for me... and with my BMI teetering back on the brink of Obese, now is the time to take action.
Hugs to all and hope you are all doing well xxx