Hi everyone, last week I put on 2 pounds after 2 weeks away and this week I lost 3.5 pounds so my total loss is 1 stone half pound so far....too long to get here though 2months...dragging my feet against the probs in life like we all do.... affected by bf that doesnt want to be with me anymore after 7 years because I cant accept amongst many other thing when he accepts friend requests from slim blonde women for example on fb..., his response being...just because he can. Sorry ladies ive not told detail of my sorry life, but is all too much just now. He says im a fat waste of space and thats one of the nicer comments, and I agree, so would you if you look at those pics of me I popped on here a while ago. Belly size of a barrel, bad skin affected by spots stretch marks but above all VITILIGO...its just not fair how folk can be beautiful but ive just been dealt the ugly stick. Selfish as I am, I wish for beauty, but of course in reality that wish would really be my dad hadnt died...x