Stubbseys Diary - back in the zone!

[Dietkitty]

How are you today hon? Was trying to think of something to cheer you up but I've got a headache and when I got the box of pills out of my bag it was empty. Who puts an empty box back on the side and not in the bin? Oh yeah, MEN!!

 

[stubbsey]

Thank you, sadly been even worse today spent most of the day crying and cooking! Thought i would listev to gruff rock music, but it all just sounded like love songs rubbing salt into the wounds! God!! I feel so pathetic...

 

[ladyfelsham]

Oh sweetie - big hugs, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

But you will get through it, you will xxx

 

[moonlights]

Can you block his number on your phone? If you're this miserable maybe it's best to just go cold turkey?

 

[stubbsey]

Thank you lovelies, its all down to me now not moving on stupid i know

 

[stubbsey]

brrrr its chuffin nippy

 

[ladyfelsham]

Arctic drifts via Europe - the EU has a lot to answer for lol

Hunkering down here, only snow flakes but so cold....

 

[stubbsey]

i went out last night and i got very drunk, i embarrassed myself and now i am deaf from all the loud music .... i am never drinking again!! i think i really needed it though it enabled me to have a really good cry and get a lot of crud out of my system tho... oh dear, what a nasty drunken mess i was!!

 

[Supersmileyme]

Eek, sounds like the reason I stopped drinking all those years ago!!

 

[moonlights]

Aww Stubbsey. Better out than in, as they say.

 

[ladyfelsham]

Sometimes it's the only way to clear the cobwebs out and have a good cry, now hopefully the scumbag is on his way out of your system xxx

 

[stubbsey]

Yes i feel like my old self is on the way back!

 

[stubbsey]

hello everyone

I have not been on here for a while and believe it or not, it is because i had a bit of a crisis of self. I get that way from time to time, lack self confidence and just have very little worthwhile to say because i feel that actually nobody would want to hear it! then i start thinking that actually nobody likes me and before i know it i am just in my shell...

Dont think it is because i ignore anyone its the opposite, i ignore myself!

 

[moonlights]

I get exactly the same, I just try to quietly vanish. I hope you're feeling better xx

 

[ladyfelsham]

Big hugs hun, lovely to see you back here - you have been missed xxxx

 

[stubbsey]

aww thank you it will take me a bit of time to get back in the swing.. so have i missed any delicious recipes while i have been gone? still on the diet, had a bit of up and down so really the same as was before.

I do feel a bit of a twit really xx

 

[ladyfelsham]

Don't be silly, these things happen - to all of us

I've moved over to calorie counting, and it's going well, but still producing a few low carb things - tried miracle rice pudding today - OK,needs more flavouring I think. Veg lasagna is in the oven as we speak and it smells delicious! :0

 

[sammy1]

Oh welcome back, I think we feel the same sometimes, it is so easy to feell like that especially in the winter months.

 

[slaj]

Good luck on the cc I am sure it will work for you .you will enjoy the variety

 

[stubbsey]

Calorie counting i try to watch mine but i have stayed with low carb, i cant stand the allergy symptoms that come when i leave low carb.

need some good new recipes to inject some fun especially cake or biscuits?