What a traumatic day I've had yesterday. Not major in the scheme of things but traumatic for me. On Thursday evening at 6pm after most people had gone home Big Boss posted our shift rota which will begin in November, she then went home, she's not at work now until Wednesday to discuss it. (Pretty gutless way of doing it I think).
Anyway even after drawing their attention to my service needs on several occasions I seem to have been completely ignored :cry: I went home on Thursday night and worried all night about it and how the cancer targets would be met etc. Yesterday morning I spoke to the nursing sister about it, I've got 2 weeks to sort out what's going to happen to my patients when I'm not there, as the changes take 6 weeks to take effect. I got totally overwhelmed and ended up sobbing for half an hour in her office.
Managed to pull myself together and go back to work but Big Big Boss called me into her office where I sobbed for the best part of an hour over the situation. In the end I'm really no further forward I still don't know what's happening but BIg Big Boss said it's Big Bosses mess to sort out, let her deal with it and don't worry too much.
After all of this I wanted to have a massive carby sandwich for lunch and normally because I knew I'd be going out for tea I'd have just gone ahead and had one but I didn't I stuck to my shake.
The only trouble was last night
I'd planned ahead what I was going to have but they didn't have it on the night boo, that threw me so I had naughty food but left half. I'm starving this morning but right back on track again, hopefully minimising the damage so I at least don't gain this week.
