The thing is I have a mole on the side of my neck where the itch was, I started to wonder if it was that. So I made a Drs appointment to get it checked out. Then on Wednesday a lymph node in my neck was suddenly really painful too. So being the hypochondriac that I am I've panicked big time, my imagination has gone into overdrive and now I've pretty much got myself convinced it's something sinister. Drs appointment is at 10:20 and can't come fast enough.
But as a result of my cancer phobia, since Wednesday my diet has gone out the window I haven't eaten food, no meals etc I'm really not that bothered by the foodie mealsy parts, but I've picked and picked on sweets and choccies at work. I'm stupid I know I am but I'm scared and just thought 'What's the point?'
I am terrified of what the dr will say, I can't see the mole myself, but several people have checked it and reckon it looks fine but something just doesn't feel quite right. Trouble is I know too much about cancer and it's treatments and outcomes but not enough about what the diagnosis is and how it's made etc. Aaargh I'm winding myself up into a frenzy here on my own.
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morning. i got up late 8am ish. i'm dressed, tidied the kids room, put on the dryer, more washing, hung some out, dopped the poop in the garden and had 3 coffees and 2 pints of water and i'm about to have my first shake. not bad in just over 2hrs.
Wow wow Nikki I'm out of my bed now on the seatee drinking my shake and ain't moving for now lol xmorning. i got up late 8am ish. i'm dressed, tidied the kids room, put on the dryer, more washing, hung some out, dopped the poop in the garden and had 3 coffees and 2 pints of water and i'm about to have my first shake. not bad in just over 2hrs.
from what you have written here Nikki..... a silly question as its my last day on cd/exante just had enough.fantastic sally. i'm getting totally fed up on my diet. the losses are just dreadful. i'm thinking i'm going to have to drop back to ss+ from 810 for a couple of weeks. might drop my milk in my coffee as my losses are concerning me. body fat this am was 25.6% so it's staying consistant. Diet and Fitness Resources - Shop for weight loss and home fitness equipment - Body Fat Charts looks really really normal in this chart. will have to see.