Its not me with the new job, it's Nikki, you haven't missed anything.Did u get my message Sal ? New job ? What have I missed? X
i'm dulling the pain with booze. i hate new year. i get massively depressed.
I get depressed over Christmas... and New Years' is like using the "get out of jail free card". You get to move on... clean up, clear upand start anew. The days are now getting longer (yay!); you are no longer the only person you know on a diet (lol) -- but are most likely to be the most successful with it! (lol)...
this year i'm mega depressed as i've got a job and am back to work tuesday.... massive shock tbh!
You wil manage. It'll all work out one way or another -- it is the thining about it that causes stress.
last year i was free to do whatever.... just my mum in JC to think about. i was lucky not working.
It worked out -- that was what was best at that time and this will be now.
i'm just scared. i've not worked since 1 month pre-dude. march 2009. i hoe i've still got it. just don't want to be scared, hope i have still got the teaching magic, don't want to let anyone down.
The fact that you care and want to do a good job already makes you a better than many (sadly).
thing is.... hubby was mega stressed about not getting a contract. we're a bit in debt due to caravan at haven for the past 3 years. we owed money on it, decided to use mortgage to pay it off so we could sell it, then there's the past 2 years van site fees on my credit card. so he was stressed about money. so i decided to go back to work and finish at them gym etc. now it's looking positive to him getting this contract and if he does they'll get a bonus which will almost clear the debt.
So, this will be a bonus or a safety net -- but either way it'll be good for you personally.
also he'll be needing to go to work early and he can't when i'm working. he'll drop off dude but not ems.
Didn't you say there was a breakfast club for Ems?
i'm stressed as i can see it all falling to me to organise and everything i'm doing now will fall to me.
It always does -- it bites to be the female.
he's also talking of putting my full wage straight into my teaching pension.
That's thoughtful, but tell him that you want the have that cushion. Make is part -- and lot of pension plans limit you to a percentage of salary anyway. it might not be possible to do that.
which sorts of makes teaching for extra money pointless. also dude's nursery will go up until april. term times are different. argh!!!!!!!
But so soon he will be in reception -- time flies.
didn't mean to turn this into a massive post. i'm kind of depressed and stressed and worried and you're one of my bestest friends online that i know will just sort me out.
next new year i think shanny should come here and we should meet up somewhere neutral in the middle so we're not 'alone'.
ijust wish i wasn't returning to work so early. hubby just keeps barking on about how lucky i am getting this job so easily and quickly as jobs are hard to come by so easily and quickly.
It was meant to be.
this time last year i was on anti-depresseants. i forgot them in august when i went on hol for a week and i just haven't started them back again.
now thinking maybe i do need them.
Man I'm really not looking forward to getting up for work tomorrow I'm working 8-8 too so a nice long welcome back to work :cry:
Hopefully it will make sticking to your SSing easier as you won't have time to eat. Just remember your bars or tetras.
God Nikki I'd love it if your prediction for me is correct. Even just the first half for now lol.
I am hoping the best for you, too.
I'm so cold, I'm guessing I'm firmly in ketosis. I've got the heating and the fire on. I'm wrapped in my blanket with arms and have my gloves on. I look gorgeous lol.
Like a gorgrous homeless woman!
MinnieMel said:Sal,
If I blow this photo up and make into a mask... do you think my Dh of nearly 25 years would wear it for me?
Mel
cornishkez said:There doesn't seem to be a clear cut answer out there, does there? But I have my suspicions! lol
lyndzi76 said:I've been struggling to sleep aswell it must be the diet affecting me. I may look at getting myself some of these.
Sorry your all itchy, atleast they are calorie free!
You caught up on USA Biggest Loser?
cornishkez said:Oh dear Surf, you do make me laugh! With you of course, not at you
I've woken up at 4am each day so far?! Not liking that much?!
gotta love bob but you got wonder if he's as gay as they come! still love him. he's our bob!
i have had 0 movement on the scale. BUT i've not been since sunday and i personally think my tummy looks big and dodgy. also my water intake these past 3 days has just been rubbish. i'm not drinking much at school incase i need the loo as you can't just up sticks and 'go'. my trousers are digging in me a bit.