Surfhunny
Laugh in the face of food
I am sulking!! :cry: I have fallen off the wagon so hard this week am very upset with myself!! It doesn't make it easier when I have people telling me I look fine, I shouldn't worry about dieting etc etc etc. I'm so easily lead right now that's all it takes for me to think "yeah they're right I am fine" , fall off the wagon then wake up filled with regret and guilt and fear that I'm not going to make it in time!!
I even found myself thinking if I could make to 13st before Florida then I'll be happy - but NO I WON'T not really
Haven't done RFL today either, friends little girl is poorly so she pulled out yesterday and I woke up this morning with an ear infection and banging headache! Also I'm nights tonight so the whole combination has lead me to staying in bed instead. I'll send a cheque off even though I didn't even manage to get any sponsors.
So on the whole I feel pretty poop right now. I have to do this but seem to get to the evening time and it all unravels. I can't go to bed as soon as I get home, although I think that's what I'll have to do in order to stop this!!
I have 11 and a half weeks!!!!!! 83 Days!!! To do this I need to lose 3st!!!! Sh!t
"Food is not comfort if you're not comfortable!"
I even found myself thinking if I could make to 13st before Florida then I'll be happy - but NO I WON'T not really
Haven't done RFL today either, friends little girl is poorly so she pulled out yesterday and I woke up this morning with an ear infection and banging headache! Also I'm nights tonight so the whole combination has lead me to staying in bed instead. I'll send a cheque off even though I didn't even manage to get any sponsors.
So on the whole I feel pretty poop right now. I have to do this but seem to get to the evening time and it all unravels. I can't go to bed as soon as I get home, although I think that's what I'll have to do in order to stop this!!
I have 11 and a half weeks!!!!!! 83 Days!!! To do this I need to lose 3st!!!! Sh!t
"Food is not comfort if you're not comfortable!"
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