Supersize vs Superskinny
Hey Shanny, had a great day thanks, especially as I usually really struggle at work, too many temptations around. But today, I managed to stay strong, Even when my friend bought me some chocolate (forgetting about the diet lol) I managed to say no thanks - I'm amazed because chocolate is my biggest downfall. I just love it.
Supersize vs Superskinny
I'm just sitting here watching this, it's one of my favourite programmes at the moment. I've come to the conclusion that I still think that I look bigger than I actually am. I still compare myself to the supersized people and I'm not really sure at what point I'm going to start believing that I'm not almost 18st anymore. I don't think this frame of mind is helping me at all. My body shape is exactly the same as it was when I was at my biggest, it's just smaller, I don't know what to do to change it really apart from surgery, which is really not a route I intend to go down. Exercise can only do so much and I'm wondering just how skinny I'd have to get to be rid of my spare tire?
Trust me I have no intention of taking this diet to the extreme, as soon as I get to my 12st CD goal, I'm working back up the plans and then heading off to SW to try and lose the last 7lbs to take me into normal BMI range and then maintain forever more.
I've been think a lot lately about how I'm going to maintain my target weight when I'm finished. I've read so much on how difficult it is to maintain, how you have to struggle for ages before your body realises that you aren't going to suddenly start starving it again... It seemed pretty disheartening at first, but then I figured that I've worked really hard to get to my target, so what's a little bit more hard work to maintain??
Hmm I really have been thinking - my brain hurts. It's important to me to succeed this time and by really thinking about how I'm going to maintain when the time comes is something I need to do this time. Last time round I was convinced it would be okay and I'd beable to maintain without thinking, and that fact that I'm here doing CD all over again is proof that I need to have a plan in place BEFORE I get to target!!!