Thank you all, you lovely people!

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Well - what a day! I've been on the go since I got to work at 8, and only left at 5pm because I had my counselling session - which was actually fab. The lady was lovely, very sympatico and also said lots of very nice things - but she let me talk and talk (and talk!), with a little tear here and there, about what it's like to struggle with lack of control and lack of mobility - and she was quite clear that there's a way to break the cycle I'm in - so I'm going to go fortnightly for a bit and see how I get on. Will involve some CBD which I know zilch about, but she's got some reading for me. It's going to be an ingteresting journey but I feel like a weight has lifted off my shoulders

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Talking to her also made me realise I am being a silly twat for avvoiding the SW woe when it worked so well before - so I'm going to do it but not go to group for now (can't afford it on top of the counselling). Plus that will avoid the HiFi demolition! Even if they do have a new chocolate cherry bar...sob.
Oh and a victory on the way home - it is bucketing down with heavy winds, and I thought "Ooh it's treat night following WI this morning, plus that session went well, so let's have hot chips...." FFS. Only I didn't!

I drove straight past the yummy chippy and headed straight home to put my slow cooker back in service with a chicken, pasta and mushroom thing with leeks, quark and seeded mustard. Just had a rye cake with a slice of cheese to tide me over because it won't be ready for a while.
Oh re the slow cooker, it wouldn't work because I'd put heavy frozen stuff directly onto the base (it's all digitally calibrated, according to Crockpot), so this time I'd defrosted the chicken and added the stock before I put the frozen veg in.
However, on the gadget front, I think I've decided to get an Actifry - anyone else got one? The Chubby Cubs swear by theirs and I believe everything they say

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