Hi Treacle, I'm a bit rubbish at the moment to be honest. I was due on last Monday (11th) and it never happened, all week I have felt like I am on even though I wasn't and I feel so uncomfortable and bloated. I have just come on today and now I feel like someone is stabbing my womb!!! I always get awful pains so I am used to it but this month, all week I have felt horrendous. I'm supposed to weigh in tomorrow but I am just not feeling it. I know everybody is going to say 'go, stick with it' but I never miss meetings really and today I just know I do not want to go. So I have a plan. I know I have put on weight because of my anniversary but this bloating is making it worse, I literally feel 2 stone heavier. So tonight, I am going to weigh in at boots. I know roughly what I weigh there and so will just be able to know how I have done for my own personal awareness and then I am going to have a bit of chocolate tonight because I need it so bad. It genuinely makes me feel better at TOTM. Then I am going to curl up and have a long sleep and lie in tomorrow (which I would not get if I went to WW) Then I will wake up and be ON IT. A night to wallow and then I am going to be back on it. Picture perfect. I know it isn't ideal and it looks like I am talking myself out of it but I genuinely cannot face it tomorrow x x x