Sunday 12th... Another oopsy day!
Breakfast- 2 crust less wholemeal bread, smoked bacon medallions, tomato sauce (2)
Lunch- White tea, oat and raisin cookie (9) oops
Dinner- chicken cooked with garlic, chilli powder, mixed pepper, red onion, and a side of spinach, sweet chilli sauce (2)
I have also nibbled some jelly sweets throughout day so I'd say I'm about 18 syns!
Tomorrow I am going my daughters nursery trip with her, going to farm with strawberry picking. Made our lunch boxes so I'll be more on plan... Although I am a sucker for home baking at these places. PMS is winning this week. My sweet tooth is out of control!
Dreading weighing tomorrow... Maintain would be good
Soo... I am back to work after my super long weekend off. 5 days off means 5 days outta routine. But overall I coped well.
I am knackard though! My cycle has been to pot lately. I've been having periods every 2 weeks (this was story of my life... I don't tolerate hormones well so been a struggle to find a contraceptive that works and this one had been doing good for 2 years but now I'm back to my old ways... maybe the diet?). Its no fun!
People today have commented on my weight loss. Which does help give a boost. My uniform is definately baggy now and my trousers are trying to fall down the world isn't ready for that though haha! Plan increase fluid, decrease treats.
Breakfast- 850ml smart water (yum now has sports cap yey) 600ml diluting juice, 2 apples
Dinner - m&s count on us chicken tikka masala. Yum and only 4 syns. I know ready meals aren't exactly back on wagon but it was either that for 4 syns or risk another off night. So it's better of the two.
Today however is a new day.
So I suppose I should start with the weigh in result - 3lbs ON
I am annoyed with myself. But at the same time, its done now and I need to just move on from this. I don't know why but I have always been the same with weight loss. I do well then sabotage.
Looked out my old SW book and I got to the same weight last time and then stopped going - 11st 12. This seems to be my barrier that I can't get over! Having said that, last time I started at 12st 4, this time I started at 13st 3 so I have done much better.
I'm not even going to do a diary for weekend because quite honestly I went back to my old ways of take aways and binges. I feel so sick today and last night I could hardly sleep I was so uncomfortably full.
Today however is a new day.
Small goals
1. earn club 10 back (aka lose 2.5lbs)
2. Get 1.5 stone award (now need to lose 5lbs)
3. Aim to lose a further half stone by end of July (friends hen do so want to be 2st off!)
Not putting pressure on myself though. But I think if I have goals then I have reason to push through cravings