Thank you BeeBee. I will catch up with your diary too…
A few rambling thoughts this morning as I sit here with my coffee before tackling the next jobs. The thing with this diet (or any other diet) is that I don't think you can do it for anyone else. It is such a personal thing a diet - that the only person who can truly motivate you to start it, stick at it, come out the other side and keep the weight off - is you/oneself. I have tried dieting before for other reasons - because I should do or because it would keep someone else happy. This time it's for me. It is not easy. There are good days and bad. But I am sticking to it because I don't want to let myself down and I deserve to be slimmer and healthier. My hubby is very supportive fat or not, which is lovely. But it is my journey. I decide what goes in my mouth and that is empowering. Last night I cooked a 4 course meal for 7 guests and loved doing it, but I had my red bean chilli pack. Did I feel deprived? No. Did anyone even notice that i wasn't eating "proper food." No. Too often I think we get hung up (the old me included) about what other people think. Will they think it funny I am not eating the food I cooked? No. Will they ask me loads of questions about my diet? No. My choice what goes in my mouth, and actually no one else is bothered. My life. My choices. How strong does that make me feel? Right, better get on with those jobs...