Day 51
Had a lovely day today, pampering myself.
Got up way to early, had a lovely vanilla coffee. I find if it is too early I cant have either water or a shake, so the coffee pacifies me. I only use a few teaspoons from the pack then I have the remainder of my pack my my breakfast. I'm not even sure I should do that but it works for me.
Got myself ready, drank a litre of water then went to town and got my nails done. I love having them done, its me time.
Had a lovely banana shake for my lunch, they are probably my favourites at the moment. Watched a little Tv, then went out for some more pampering. I decided to get laser hair removal, being bigger certainly increased hair growth and it gets me down sometimes.
I am starting to like what I see in the mirror now, I always made the effort with my hair and make up, compensation for my size and unhappiness with my weight I guess. But at the moment, I love looking in the mirror trying my clothes on, making more of an effort with my hair and make up and liking myself just a little bit more. OMG I sound like a freak lol I also always thought I was per shaped, but my friends tell me I am hourglass, I love the thought of having an hourglass shape, pity its still slightly inflated version lol. It will soon be how I want it.
I am feeling so positive about my life in general at the moment, I really have taken control I have a really good feeling that this year is finally going to be my year!
Right foody talk, I am craving a flippin chinese.....argh!!!! Going to have to keep busy tonight I think to distract myself.
Hope you have all had a great day xx