thank you and hope you're all doing well xx
Well i am going to have a right old ramble lol ... what a week it has being so far!!! I got weighed on Tuesday and lost 6lbs, it not only took me past the 2 stone mark but got me in the 18's so i'm extra proud and happy.
I have stayed 100% on the course, no way was i cheating but I forgot my shaker so was sat in mixing with a spoon and fork .. so lumpy but had to sit and tell myself what was a few lumps in my shakes for two days when they're making me less lumpy looking lol.
I have been on a course for the past two days so had no internet access to share my news with all your lovely people who make such a harder journey so much easier with the support
. I didn't want to ask for a blender or a whisk as my step-mum is on crutches and supposed to be resting and my Dad can just about find the kettle! I knew if I started hunting then Vicky would get up to help so I had a lumpy dinner on Sunday night and an equally lumpy breakfast on Monday! one part of me is just thinking oh well its nearly Xmas so stuff and restart after and then other is saying be strong and behave .. lost lady today guys!!! xx
A very testing and busy weekend for me (go away December i require a quiet calender lol) .. but yes i remained 100% but it was the toughest weekend yet as i was tempted to eat throughout so i just don't know how.
I am still tempted to eat today .. very tempted and can't get a portion of chippy chips and curry sauce out of my head
Hope all you guys are doing well
I have refeed on Friday and im still struggling I came home this evening and had a slice of ham it wasnt even nice at all!! Just really not in the zone anymore think im in the xmas mode way too early was so tempted to get take away on sunday but I stayed strong! Now im thinking to myself will I just go on refeed early i.e. tomorrow or will I try stick it out until friday!! missed all you guys and your wonderful support and inspiration. xx ill be back with you on the 3rd / 4th January hope you have a lovely christmas and you are doing brilliantly fair play to you sticking it so long x xx
Well not being on for a while, went to Glasgow to stay with my grandad for Xmas and New Year and work has been madness since i got back so not really had time to post, although have been reading when i could.
I stayed 100% over Xmas and New Year, so pleased i did as i lost another half a stone over the two weeks, i know if i'd have come off i'd be at least plus a stone right now and feeling so bad. I have learnt a massive lesson and realised that excuses of stopping for Xmas or a party etc do me no good at all and i can actually beat the temptation and continue straight through to my goal. Nothing will make me come off this before target.
I am 6lbs away from 4 stone i am hoping to achieve that by the end of Jan. Happy New Year to you all and hope you're all doing
fabulous
What an inspirational read your diary is! I'm at a similar start weight to you, and like you, this time I am losing this weight for me, and I'm ready and prepared for it (only day 4 mind, but going really well ). Hopefully that will carry me through. I admire you immensely for staying 100% over Christmas. That's not easy to do. Keep up the good work and you will soon be at your goal How comfortable will summertime be for you this year? xx
