Just re-read page one of this diary and have an over whelming urge to leap off a cliff. Where did that focussed, sensible, controlled woman go? Did anyone see her leave? Couldn't you have stopped her? Grrrrrrr.
How did I get from that to this? I believed all of that when I wrote it. Then I stalled, WHY????
Yes, if I had the answer to that we would all be celebrating the break through of the century.
It makes me sad though. So this will be the last entry in this diary. I need a fresh start. A new outlook and to avoid the pitfalls of the past. Or the reminder if my many falls, that are present in this diary. So, I will go off, think up a new heading and start afresh!