So, the doctor is stopping me doing this diet :wave_cry: I'm on some really strong painkillers as well as Gabapentin now for pain so I have to eat, I have no choice, and I can't be on so few calories whilst on this medication. So, I want to lose weight and I want to be at goal this year still, even though I wont be at my goal weight for summer now I will be before the end of the year, Ive promised myself that.
So from Tuesday I am going to be doing Slimming World. Its not ideal, but its the only thing I can think of to stop me going crazy and putting the 5 stone Ive lost back on! I hope that I will be able to go back on a VLCD at some point but right now I have no idea how long I will have to be on Gabapentin for, which is the main thing I have to take now for my pain. I dont know if I have mentioned that I have a permanent chronic pain syndrome as well as degenerative disease in my spine which will never get better and could even get worse over time, hense the dramatic amount of pain killers I am on. But I still want to maintain or lose more of my weight which wont help my condition but may stop it getting worse as fast.
So, at the end of the massive post the result is Im stopping s&s and starting slimming world on tuesday. Im sceptical and scared/worried but theres nothing I can do! Onwards and inwards! x