reallyneedtodothis
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So, havent been here for a couple of weeks. Things were starting to look up, the decrease in my medication was great, i started to feel like my old self, which was fantastic, I felt good for the first time since last year. Then, a week and a half ago, i decreased them again. Now, i am suffering with the withdrawal symptoms really really badly. I've had a constant headache for a week, I've been really really tired, friday i started going dizzy and since saturday felt very sick. food has gone out of the window, cannot concentrate on it, just downing energy drinks and sugary things to give me some energy, but i think thats whats giving me the headaches even worse!! Anyway, Im starting back today, got new weigh in day this week, its gone back to Thursday so got a few days to make a difference to the scales at least.
I just wish that for once I could start doind something and not have anything get in the way. i was progressing really well and felt fantastic, and now my health is just bringing me down again........ :cry: at least this week is a short week at work (only 3 days!) so can have a rest next weekend and try and get my head in gear again.
Had a great time in stratford and the cotswolds, it was nice to get away, but it was sooooooo tiring, too much time on a bus travelling, think I'm getting old!!! Need to go back to sleep before hitting work again tomorrow!!! :nightf:
I just wish that for once I could start doind something and not have anything get in the way. i was progressing really well and felt fantastic, and now my health is just bringing me down again........ :cry: at least this week is a short week at work (only 3 days!) so can have a rest next weekend and try and get my head in gear again.
Had a great time in stratford and the cotswolds, it was nice to get away, but it was sooooooo tiring, too much time on a bus travelling, think I'm getting old!!! Need to go back to sleep before hitting work again tomorrow!!! :nightf: