well, where do I start, haven't been here for weeks, but things have been absolutely mental.
hubby has now lost over 3 stone since xmas, still not eating, camera found nothing unusual. since then, hes now got a blocked saliva gland, which got massively infected which led to 3 days in hospital for iv antibiotics, backwards and forwards to different hospitals for different tests. Finally discovered he has a low liver function and low kidney function. they have narrowed it down to 2 different illnesses, one in the liver and one in the kidneys. hes got to go to a kidney specialist to rule out or confirm the kidney one as it is the rarer of the two, and then has to go back and see the specialist at the end of april.
as you can imagine, it has been a nightmare month for me, totally exhausted and run down, food has been the last thing on my mind, have just been eating as and when and not very healthily either. back up to just below my start weight now, was going to start back this week, but have now got norovirus, so not eaten anything for 3 days, now just starting to eat but am craving salt like mad, just eating crisps and bread, its quite scary really. dread to think what the scales will say, its been a c**ppy few weeks and I want to see the back of it all!!!