I want tomorrow over and done with so I can start again on wednesday.
If I have put on more than 2 pounds I will be sick.
Tuesday night I had 7 vodka and diet cokes
On the weekend, I went to a bbq and by golly I filled my boots, I started of fine on the soft drinks and didnt eat for the first hour then I was having prawn pineapple and pepper skewers few of them. I had a burger in a bun, sausages, coleslow, potatoe salad, cous cous, crisps and dips, foccia, cheese sticks, bread sticks. And did I mention I was again on the vodka, and red wine. The next morning I was picking at the left overs and had another burger and sausage sandwich.
I have only been to the gym.... once that was Thursday.
I'm in a terrible state, making myself sick with worry. The way I see it, I know where I have went wrong, I have not pointed a thing. I will have put on there is no two ways about it, it's just the amount. I have lost 9.5 pounds so far to put on 2 or 3 pounds will be a horrific set back for me.
I want it over and done with so then on wed I can start again. Got a night out on friday but I am sticking to soft drinks I don't want alcohol, don't need it.
Soz for the long post