Hi everyone, just a quick update for you. I haven't been around much lately because my life has been so hectic!
Today, I weigh 302lbs
That is a 25lbs loss in total. I'm thrilled to bits and I can't wait to get below 300! At 299 I will have lost 2 stone exactly.
So, my big news...
I am scheduled for a gastric bypass on the 16th June 2014. That's a month away!! I'm ridiculously excited.
Losing just 25lbs has been a battle with my mind and my mouth... Weight has been a lifelong problem for me. I am finally ready to strip back my protective fat layers and show the world who I am/who I feel like inside. No longer do I want to be defined by my size!
At 8 years old I weighed 8st5lbs and didn't I know it. I never fitted in, really, but I have always carried my weight quite well. I was a 16 year old size 14 and weighed 15 stone! I've tried weight watchers, slimming world, Atkins, diet chef, slim fast: you name it. On a diet from 12 years old. It's no wonder I got depression! I have lost this weight through calorie counting and am very pleased but I am still only 20! How can I go along the rest of my life worrying about food the way I do now?
Surgery feels right for me. I am confident that I have made the right decision and I feel lighter, like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders, just thinking about it
Thank you for your continued support and encouragement!