Ho hum. Poor old doggy was put to sleep this evening :cry: He had another painful attack this evening so they took him to vet who said probably bowel or stomach problems, and really wouldn't know without investigations and probably an op. On the advice of the vet they did the kind thing. Just very sad, he was a lovely little guy full of cuddles and affection.
Weigh in also this evening, 12.11 meaning 4lbs since last week, of course am pleased but thought it might've been one or two more. BUT 11lbs in two weeks is superb, so am pleased.
And third in this news bulletin, we went to the ivf clinic this aft for apt after a little hiccup in proceedings before Christmas. We go back two weeks tomorrow for a(nother) nurse consultation and then fingers crossed will start within the next month. The nurse started mentioning April/ May for treatment and for once I stood up for us and said that given all that had gone on in the last year and the previous 4 years, I thought that this would mean more like June/ July. That we had been promised in August treatment before Christmas, which was pushed out to Jan/ Feb. I know we caused a little pause but... Anyhow she agreed and set up an apt for a fortnights time. Me being me, did apologise at the end of the apt if I came across too strong, but she was fine! Also, the consultant who saw us first had seen us about 3 years ago and was the person who wrote the letter with the incorrect BMI in it. She fessed up that it was her, and apologised and said she couldn't understand why she had written it, as she knew the BMI protocols etc. Am very glad she accepted the mistake and it does help.
All in all, a busy day but I feel more awake than I have all week. Think stress was causing me to shut down and fall asleep.
So, having another apt in a couple of weeks I am going onto SS+ tomorrow until the weekend and then up to 810. I feel so much better being this 11lbs lighter. It is amazing when I think back that the first two weeks on CD last year I lost 18lbs and couldn't really feel the difference.
So am going to need to take my SS determination with me, and I know I can rely on my Minis pals for support.
Life eh, never just one thing at a time is it
xxx