Hi Diary
Even though I mean to update everyday I just seem to be spending my time on here reading everyone elses posts

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Anyway last week my motivation kinda went and I had a bad few days but managed to pick it up and stick to my points. Just havent been feeling as positive though, not sure why
But about two days ago I started reading through the diaries on here again and success stories and trying to picture a couple of months down the line where I could either be back at my start weight AGAIN or I could be slimmer and fitting into those lovely summer clothes

I know which image I'd prefer to be!
Looking forward to starting work, I feel like I've been in limbo the past few weeks. When I start earning some money I'm gonna get me some hobbies

Not too sure what as yet but I need to get out more and meet new people, all my friends are busy with their own lives and I barely see them these days

. I think I've had far too much time to think these past few weeks (does that make sense?) and have been dwelling on things rather than getting over them and moving on.
Oh got a bit deep there hmmmm.
Diet wise I've been having slimfast shakes for brekkie and lunch but still pointing! This is only cos theres some lying around the house and they'll be out of date soon!!! Cant justify throwing stuff away whilst I'm not working (or when I am working even)!
Been for some long walks and been to the gym. Find the gym so boring so gonna start swimming again (cue swimsuit horror music) and book some classes.
Hope everyone is well.
Despite what I've written in this post (not sure how it'll read cos I never read over them before I post em) I am in a good mood, I just have to get my life moving forward which it will soon. xxx