You came back and well done for that, what is done is done. I dont know if Im wrong but to me to remember what I lost before and have to face that again and more would be too much for me so I would say Im brand new and forget about what has happened in the past, I suppose everyone is different but to me I would just draw a line under it and also focus on the things that matter, blood pressure can be serious so I would definitely prioritise that and then obviously your GP will tell you to lose the weight (they all do - quelle surprise !!!) and this site is fantastic. I only joined 7th October and I'm totally hooked already, I get great motivation and slowly but surely the weight is coming off me and the compliments are flowing (can be a bit embarassing sometimes) but all in all I have lost 4st 4.5Ibs yayyyyy