Hi All
So sorry its been a while, things round here has just been a hectic rollercoaster of ups and downs, highs and lows.
Diet wise the monthof june was just a waste of time and loss of motivation aswell as endless times of trying to restart so much so that i thought sod it lets just try to be sensible
Weight wise i'm currently at 17st 5lb now yes ive gained and ive beat myself up about it but realised that it wasnt helping me get back into the frame of mind to sort it out in fact it made me worst so i thought right lets just try to maintain for a little while until things settle down round here emotionally.
Life has a habit of going on even when ive wanted it to stop and allow me to gather my thoughts, emotions etc so i may have put on a little but and thats a big but it hasnt stopped me if anything it has made me more aware of how much i want this
On another note the sun has been out and its bringing out the smiles with it, this sunday is my first challenge of the race for life and i cant wait all the walking ive been doing hasnt gone down the pan lol and then its only another 10wks till the big one in london and i cant wait.
Also after the success of my sons birthday cake and after years of people telling me that i should sell my cakes I have been busy putting together the foundations of my own little cake business now it is still very much early days but im hoping my xmas to have things up and running properly in the meantime i have been busy researching and testing new receipes ( on the neighbours i'm not about to let my hard work on the weight front suffer lol ) and have orders trickling in which im loving. now im not no professional but it has given me something to focus on and hopefully make some money in the future from the people that ive got orders from are all getting good deals so i can gaunge the responses so its a case of upfront deposit to cover the ingredients and then they can pay be anything on top starting from £5 and give me as much feedback as they like Im hoping this will help with repeat orders and they are fully aware that until xmas they can get a wicked deal lol.
Heres my latest creation which i know wasnt perfect but for a first attempt i thought it came out quite good. View attachment 99779
So the plan for this month is to carry on how i have been BUT have a bigger effort of getting properly back on track by August, To spend as much time with my kids making happy memories of the summer holidays as possible and enjoying this sun.
Hope everyone is getting on great with their weight losses and enjoying this great weather I will try not to leave it so long before my next entry and thank you girls for not giving up on me we will do this and are doing it xxx
So sorry its been a while, things round here has just been a hectic rollercoaster of ups and downs, highs and lows.
Diet wise the monthof june was just a waste of time and loss of motivation aswell as endless times of trying to restart so much so that i thought sod it lets just try to be sensible
Weight wise i'm currently at 17st 5lb now yes ive gained and ive beat myself up about it but realised that it wasnt helping me get back into the frame of mind to sort it out in fact it made me worst so i thought right lets just try to maintain for a little while until things settle down round here emotionally.
Life has a habit of going on even when ive wanted it to stop and allow me to gather my thoughts, emotions etc so i may have put on a little but and thats a big but it hasnt stopped me if anything it has made me more aware of how much i want this
On another note the sun has been out and its bringing out the smiles with it, this sunday is my first challenge of the race for life and i cant wait all the walking ive been doing hasnt gone down the pan lol and then its only another 10wks till the big one in london and i cant wait.
Also after the success of my sons birthday cake and after years of people telling me that i should sell my cakes I have been busy putting together the foundations of my own little cake business
now it is still very much early days but im hoping my xmas to have things up and running properly in the meantime i have been busy researching and testing new receipes ( on the neighbours i'm not about to let my hard work on the weight front suffer lol ) and have orders trickling in which im loving. now im not no professional but it has given me something to focus on and hopefully make some money in the future from the people that ive got orders from are all getting good deals so i can gaunge the responses so its a case of upfront deposit to cover the ingredients and then they can pay be anything on top starting from £5 and give me as much feedback as they like Im hoping this will help with repeat orders and they are fully aware that until xmas they can get a wicked deal lol. Heres my latest creation which i know wasnt perfect but for a first attempt i thought it came out quite good. View attachment 99779
So the plan for this month is to carry on how i have been BUT have a bigger effort of getting properly back on track by August, To spend as much time with my kids making happy memories of the summer holidays as possible and enjoying this sun.
Hope everyone is getting on great with their weight losses and enjoying this great weather I will try not to leave it so long before my next entry
and thank you girls for not giving up on me we will do this and are doing it xxx
