Brilliant! Well done Lou! Think breaking everything down in to mini goals is a great way of keeping going. I'm ashamed to say I get diet fatigue and I really shouldn't have excuses as comparatively I have much less too lose. It's odd isn't it no matter how much or little we have to lose as individuals getting the mental aspect to WANT to lose weight is the key and in one respect the amount to lose can almost be irrelevant. If that makes sense?!
being over weight for half of my life makes it really hard to understand how people who weigh less than 12 stone (my healthy weight goal) think themselves overweight. my sister is 10 stone and says shes fat and feels awful and doesnt wanna go out - and it drives me mad!! she says it in front of me and all i can think is 'you do not know what its like to be actually fat!' i guess if i was slim all my life and then put on a few stone i would feel different about it, but right now, i'd love to be 12 stone... i cant imagine it at all. i try to picture looking in the mirror and seeing myself as a normal sized person but i cant.
when i was 16/17 i was a size 14 and i thought i was hideous, but looking back - my body was great! i had curves in all the right places, long legs, youth on my side... i wish i could go back in time and have a word with myself as a 16 year old!! so i guess thats how slimmer people feel, but its hard for me to grasp that.
losing weight is mostly a mental battle, coz once youve overcome that, the eating less just follows after. so in that respect, it is all the same for everyone no matter how much they have to lose.
i have so much to lose its daunting, and i wish i could fast forward a year so im well on my way to being normal sized but i cant. what i can do though, is picture the future and panic whether i'll make it or not, which then gives me a push to work hard at the diet.
i wish i hadnt had a takeaway on my bday, i enjoyed it but the scales didnt
i have put my weight back up on mfp, to what i was the morning after the takeaway - i do not like the number i saw, so it has made me want to work super hard this week. ive already lost 2lbs since yesterday, probably water weight, but im glad the numbers going down. if i can get to what i was last weigh in i'll be happy with a STS. i dont want to waste any time arsing around. i want to to smash this weightloss as soon as i can. i am more determined now than i have been for a while.
im hungry but it doesnt matter, i can put up with hunger more than i can put up with being overweight!