Thanks Rosie,
I've been having a real nightmare week, and I think what's annoying me the most is that I cannot find one real reason for feeling so bad. I just feel like a big black cloud is hanging over me. I've just been thinking about what everyones been saying and have decided to make a list of why I should be happy and looking forward to being a better me. So I'm gonna write it down for me and everyone else to see so I can come back to this when I need to.
1. I'm going on holidays to tenerife for 2 weeks on September 24th
2. Tomorrow I'm going to take my 2 nieces who I love dearly and we are going to vist Maud's ice cream shop and eat the biggest ice creams they have on sale before I get back on plan Monday morning.
3. My brother and his wife's baby is due soon and have have bought them the most beautiful baby outfits.
4. I am organising 2 wonderful charity events a gala ball and charity golf day and I'm gonna have a great time - last time I did this I raised £55000
5. I have just seen the most gorgeous ball gown and i am going to buy it and fit into it before June.
6. I'm going to grow my hair out again and look gorgeous
7. I won a £300 skin care system on Wednesday and in 18 weeks after I've peeled and been beet root red I am going to look 10 years younger and have the skin of a baby.
8. I have no money thanks to buying a new car, but I'm going to get off my butt and drive places (don't really like driving) and wherever I go I'll love it cause I got there all on my own ( note to self find sat nav)
9. I love my little dachshund Riley to bits, and I know he hates walking but we're in this together and he is going to walk every day with me, cause he needs to loss weight too.
10. I'm going away with mum and dad in August for my birthday to mayo for a long weekend and I've just decided to tell my boss that I'm gonna take a few extra days and go for a whole week and I don't care. No matter what the boss thinks the place will not explode just because I've taken more than 2 days off in a row.
Ok there is 10 things some very much things to look forward too and some are things I just need to change to make me a bit happier.