I could be better. I've lost the path as a result of my gain. I have 5 weeks to my holiday and only lost 4 lbs to date. I was aiming for 7 lbs a month (3 months). I'm dreading my holiday as I'm away for 3 weeks. It's going to be impossible to not gain even with trying hard. I feel miserable now and feel miserable about the holiday and after it. Wish I wasn't going in some ways....