grrr im feeling annoyed at myself, i know i havent stuck to plan these past few weeks and really i should have. i was going to b really strict with myself but i wansnt and i know that eating ice cream and choc and drinking lots of wine will take its toll. anyway ganied 1lb over 2 weeks, really not too bad, i really am just maintaining and have been or a few months now, im sick of it really and need to get stuck in. im thinking of doing something a bit mroe drastic as holidays are only just round the corner and i want to be at target by then. i decided last night i wasnt going to drink any booze til we go away and no mroe treats however i was thinking about doing slimfast til i go, still going to class just to budge the last few pounds?
i also found out that to my horror my boyfriends sister (who is a ***** and we dont speak to her and threatened to beat me up) now goes to my gym which means i will have to avoid it like the plague. was thinking about buying a cross trainer but boyfriend is all like 'no we have no space, its a one bedroomed cottage not a gym just go to the gym when you want to work out' but he really doesnt seem to understand. sometimes he is very supportive but not often on the exercise front.
i am also thinking about doing burlesque dancing lessons however bf is saying he doesnt want me to as he thinks other men will be looking at me, which they wouldnt be as it is in my friends dance studio and its not like you wear nipple tassles and stuff when your just doing a lesson!
anyway, i did cd before and it was a very quick loss and my mam used to substitute the shakes for slimfast ones when she was runnin out, do you think ti would be silly to do 2 weeks of this. i know i can if i just stick at it then just get back into sw. ive done it before its great when you get on the scales on the morning and they go down every day and im hopin that that would spur me on. any thoughts?