soooo.... im having a bit of a hard time at the moment, gained 2lbs last week even though i have been exercising like crazy and only had 1 night of being a bit naughty. went to boyfriends nana's 70th which was a disaster and has now got me questioning our relationship and have been stopping at my mams for the time being. im feeling really down in the dumps but still sticking to sw strong, 100% this week although i want some chocolate. im hoping the 2lbs gain was partly down to the fact that i came on yesterday and it was water retention, although i only usually put on half a lb if that, and maybe it was off the exercise but im going to stick at the exercising, its getting me out the house and keeping my mind off things at home. i have an induction tomorow at a gym just debating whether to go for the £35 a month membership or casual pay of £3 swimming and £4 gym... hmmm... i got slightly annoyed that i have to pay £35 a month whereas if i was on benefits it would only be £18 a month and in my current work situation i have calculated i would actually be better off on the dole, but nevermind at least i can say i work hard for what i have.