well i have hit the size of a warehouse. i really need to get into gear... and going to an all you can eat place for somebody's birthday really isn't going to help tonight is it?
ah well. yesterday went well, i'll try and limit things today, although it is the first time i've been on a night out in over a year, so i'm thinking i shouldn't limit myself too much
my mum has been staying and i tend to eat more when she's here. why i don't know because she barely eats anything. probably because she's critical of how i eat and i end up stress eating, which is a bit counterproductive. but when she's not here i do much better.
at least now she's finally got the hard collar off all the time. this is probably her last long visit. she's gone to her sister's for a wee while. i'm sad that she won't be visiting for weeks at a time any more, but am also relieved that i won't lapse into this odd 'i'll do what i damn well want' attitude that comes with us both living in the same house.
i'm about a stone heavier than i've ever been before. i'm heavier than i was when over 9 months pregnant. i hate it. and izzy is going to be on the move very soon and i'm just not going to be able to keep up!!
please give me a big kick up the arse...
abz xx