Abi's weightloss diary - post jaw surgery

50 minutes left of work wooo wooo wooo wooo wooooooooooo.

yay! and a yay! for you saying yay! to me saying that I can't wait to see you after you said you can't wait to meet me at some point.

confused? baaahahahahahaaaa.

oh look, traffic outside - and the snow hasn't even stuck. x
 
people in cities panic about driving in snow. when i first came to leeds and there was a sprinkling and all the traffic started going at 2mph i found it odd as i grew up on the moors where a foot of snow is considered a bit of a bummer, ha.

abz xx
 
SNOW!!!!!!! I WANT SOME NO FAIR!!!
xx
 
what, as in the yorkshire moors!! NO WAY! you lucky thing!
 
you try growing up on the north york moors and telling me i'm lucky!! ha. retrospectively of course i was. but there was NOTHING to do in the village i grew up in. at college the last train home was at 7pm so you couldn't go out without paying over £20 in a taxi fare. there was no cinema you could get to on an evening.. that kind of thing.

amazingly beautiful though. and i really really love the snow :D my mum doesn't live there any more. although she did move to the highlands :D so that's ok, ha.

abz xx
 
still no snow in leeds but it's freezing. or at least i'm freezing. but that could be k-land talking...

have just mixed half a choc tetra with hot water to make a hot choc and didn't realise just how cold my hands were until i was holding the cup. tingling doesn't cover it!! ha.

started off today in an incredibly good mood and feeling like i had more energy than i could use. a rather frustrating shift with machines that won't do what i want them to and a large waste of time later i'm not so chirpy. going to have to keep doing this, even though i know it won't work, to show that it doesn't work. the amount of hours i've clocked up is going to make me look like a moron. especially when my boss gets back off his hols and goes, well you just do this don't you, and it magically works. i hate it when he does that...

abz xx
 
ok. so an hour and a half left to go. time seems to be standing still. i've had the rest of my chocolate tetra and nearly 3.5 litres of water. i actually feel rather sick.. not sure why but it isn't pleasant...

i just want to go home and sleeeeeeeeep. and i can't believe that i'm going to have to do this again tomorrow evening. the evening's are so quiet! what am i going to dooooooooooooo? wasn't so bad when we could be a bit more lax in the evenings. wouldn't even be so bad if we got paid for unsociable hours. but we don't. and we can't be now. and that just sucks. bitter? me? never!! ha.

i keep remembering that i want to be a cdc and getting excited again. i really hope that i'm not getting all my hopes up only to get disappointed.

afraid i'm going to have to dash off for now because i need a wee (again!!)

abz xx
 
it never f*cking ends!! thomas got back to the car tonight to find the window smashed and our sat nav nicked. and now i need to wait up for an hour to wait for the police to arrive and all i want to do is sleep... and god knows how much the window will cost. and we can't afford it. but never mind... got to be less than a new car...

abz xx
 
there's really no point in losing our no claims over it. our excess is probably too high in any case. it's a side window that's gone. and our car is a 14 yr old renault clio. she's a bit battered, but she's ours :)
 
i can barely keep my eyes open. OH has to get up at 6 again in the morning but he's staying up too in case they need his fingerprints. poor guy.

abz xx
 
well the police are looking at our car and the fingerprints people will be coming tomorrow evening. i won't be here. i'll be back in work. poor thomas has to get up in five hours to go to work. at least i don't have to be in work for another 12...

absolutely shattered. i'll be ringing around places tomorrow to get the window fixed. but i keep forgetting the cost of the sat nav. i wasn't going to claim on insurance but it was £160.. but i think our excess is higher than that and i wouldn't even know which insurance it would come under if any....

soooooooooo sleepy. don't want to go to bed until thomas gets back in. it would feel mean. and i'm sure he just sauntered out there without a coat on whilst wearing a tshirt and it's bloody freezing!!

i am also generally freezing while he isn't so i think i'm in k-land on a side note. have a couple of ketostix from my cdc so i'll test in the morning...

abz xx
 
oh poor u what a horrible thing 2 happen ..i hope u get a good nites sleep u deserve it xx
 
well i'm here again and absolutely knackered. i just can't get back to sleep. managed to nod off a wee bit after thomas left but that was it so i figured i may as well get up for a bit. at least i have tomorrow off. don't know how i'm going to think today though. my brain feels like mush... just hope thomas isn't given too much machinery to use today :)

well i've dropped another lb this morning. totally forgot about my ketostix so will try them in the morning again, ha. although i know i'm in ketosis. it's just nice to see that pink colour :)

and i surprised myself last night by suddenly realising i hadn't tried to eat anything despite the stress. of course as soon as i realised that i wanted a chinese, ha. but i thought it good that i hadn't wandered to the fridge. not that there's anything in it... but it's the principle that counts :)

abz xx
 
Poor abz,just when everything is ticking along ok something comes along to ruin it.......sorry about your car,I dont know about side windows but i know if you claim for windscreen usually it is a lower excess than normal and doesnt affect your no claims bonus if you get it done,worth checking the policy.......but hey you ..a lb down fabaroonie and you didnt comfort eat.....you be proud of yourself!!((((((hugs))))))
xx
 
Aw Abz - I'm so sorry this has happened to you - it's the pits! I hope it doesn't cost much to fix and worth ringing the insurance company to see if there's anything they can do........well done on not eating at a time of stress, that's a big plus in all of this. Chin up hun x
 
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